無與倫比的美麗

that every failed relationship happens to pave way for a better one in the future

so cheer up people!

洗牌是很脆弱的活動
對調兩張牌的位置不管你在怎麽洗
也拿不到最初照樣洗牌之後得到的牌位順序
或許那一丁點的改變
會讓結局有很大的不同

心中復習了片段
卻發現什麽也改不了
至少是种執著
腳下的路自己掌控
但有些事情必然注定會發生
然後我們就像激流中的落葉隨波逐流
在命運面前
人總是如此狼狽而可笑

參雜着淚水和笑容
我們在復習經驗中長大
現在的我們因爲過去而存在
以後的我們從現在開始創造
愛與恨
我們都從中懂了多一些
才發現它們原來都是一樣的
只是我們一直不肯承認

感激
陽光和荊棘的同時降臨
滋潤心中盛開的花朵
殘破不堪卻也是空前的完整
遮蔭腳下肥沃的土壤

原來後來
我們都長大了

i’m angry that you broke your promise
i’m angry that you actually told me to go with other people
i’m angrier that you still don’t understand why i’m angry

i just want to tell you this:
there are something on earth which are more important than money
and you should be the one in control of your money, not the other way round.

but you won’t understand what i’m saying.
so fine, continue to be the slave of the money you make.

i know this is rude, but
fuck, i’m really pissed this time round.

不知道要说什么
最想说的/最有话说的，是不能说的（哈哈！）
很开心有你你你的陪伴，不带任何鄙视/厌恶的眼光来看待我

我爱你们！！！=)

Meal #1: Alameda
2-course set dinner at $158 per pax. Had fresh, succulent scallops and medium rare tuna while LH had pork and medium tenderloin steak grilled to perfection. Was treated by LH

Meal #2: Da Dong Peking Roast Duck
The result of two ignoramus deciding on the dishes is paying a lot more than what you expect. RH and I were totally clueless about the proportions so we ended up ordering too much dishes and Peking Duck, felt so bad for the rest of the table who had to share the cost. The bill came at $170+ per pax, rather than the usual $100+. Oops.

Meal #3: Le Café Igosso
Where I had the most wonderful seafood pasta cooked in white wine sauce. The total bill, I guess, should be around $300+? WH treated me, and he had to. XD

Meal #4: Salt
Salt and Alameda are sisters/rivals depending on how you look at it. The chef from Alameda left to set up Salt, so the food is quite similar, but some think that Salt is a notch better? They offer 2-course dinner for $178, and 3-course meal for $198. We took the three-course meal and had Quail breast meat, medium rare steak, cod fish and some other stuff I can’t remember.

Meal #5: Bai Jia Da Yuan
Quite intimidating to have 2 rows of girls dressed in the Qing costume greet you “您吉祥” (with the accent somemore), but it’s really cool to have Imperial cuisine in a similarly elaborate setting. LH and I sat by the lake and was served by 2 or 3 girls in their 旗服. Had top grade Longjing tea, donkey meat, deer meat and more. LH treated me again, I don’t know the price, but I guess it should be around $400?

Up Next:
Sashimi Buffet with CK
Agua (Spanish cuisine) with WH
Treat LH, probably at Zen？

I’m so pampered these days that I currently find meals that cost 200-400rmb per couple reasonable, if not cheap. This is SUPER unhealthy especially when a meal in school ranges from $4 to $25 only.

I need to be thrifty.
I need to be thrifty.
I need to be thrifty.
I need to be thrifty.
I need to be thrifty.
I need to be thrifty.

but hor, high-end dining in Beijing is really too cheap to resist lar!!! >.<

time to announce it here. haha! =P

人经常需要一个离逝来提醒自己存在的意义

希望你们可以坚强地走接下来没有爸爸的日子
我什么也做不了
只能在这里为你们祈祷
miji爸爸你好走

原本想說因爲“忙”所以這一個多月來沒有update
但是就算“忙”是“理由”，在這裡不管怎樣只會淪爲“藉口”

忙，忙着處理社團的事（臺灣trip的admin快讓我瘋掉了）
還有學業的一大堆功課和論文
還有當然，就是理清我現在稍微混亂的生活，哈哈

昨天跟YQ和CK講話後，心裏覺得比較踏實
就像YQ所說的，一切變得明朗了
這幾天會很~ 難~ 熬~
但是… 嗯 =)

希望大家這些日子來都過得好好的，想你們喔！
Update me about your life ok? XD

I’m in the listen-to-stefanie’s-ballads mood these days ^^
I miss her voice =)

青峰真的很像身边很亲的人，我心里的感受他都可以很完整很恰当地表现出来，好像真的什么都不必说，就可以完全放心把自己的心灵交给他。就是这种简单纯粹的陪伴和信赖，维系着我们。
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自我叮嚀
2月6日

值得的話，一定要對值得的人才開口
對無情的人，連無情的話也不必多說

青峰，你一定要記得喔:D

你把他們當朋友的，他們也把你當朋友的
這些人才能說值得的話，就算聽起來無情
那也是因為你把他們當自己人，不隱藏，不做表面功夫，不當鄉愿
而對於不懂的人，認為那是無情的人，就展露真正的無情吧

對有情的人，用有義的方式，消耗你的時間，值得你的愛
對無情的人，用無情的方式，收起你的時間，保護你的愛

通常
對方是甚麼樣的人，我就用甚麼樣的方式回應他

在你們每次評論別人之前，不妨先引鏡自照
是不是自己才成為自己口中拿來形容別人的樣子
而我的回應就成為了你照出來的樣子，那樣的你

遺憾的是，你企圖引蕩別人漣漪的語言，就這麼石沉大海了
那些話很難進入我的心裡，我還是過得好好的

謝謝了解的人，多麼良純